Seems like 2010 isnt that bad afterall... so far at least.

Febuary as a start has been great!

Haha.

Was at work on thursday. Orchard Hotel bizSafe project. had to be there at 7am. so being the punctual person that i am, i reached there ard 645...
Needed my fix of coffee... so walked out of the hotel towards orchard towers 7-11 to get my coffee...
But, the moment i stepped out of the hotel...
I was waved, gestured and shouted at!
No not a fight... but the orchard towers prostitute!!
Omgwtfbbq!
I mean.. seriously! so sway meh?
And she so poor business last night that at 7am still desperate to get business...
I ignored her, continue walkin to 7-11... my god.
She wouldnt let off! she chased after me and continue to "teh" and ask me!! good thing i managed to shake her off.

Ytd work again. fusionopolis Genexis theatre opening.
Theme was to wear black formal.
Worked till pretty late. headed liang court for dinner. tampopo japanese restaurant.
met my friends for dblo afterwards.
Sheesh. black shirt and pants... look like manager.
Guess what i was really approached to ask if can take orders.
Baah!! haha. all i was missing was a torchlight! hahahaha

okk.. going shopping again..
Bought clothes ady... but all black. not suitable for CNY. haha.

Until next time...
Zhou outside motherf***er!!! hahahahahahahha

1) MacBook Pro: 2.8GHz, 500gb, 15inch screen, NVIDIA GeForce9600...

2) iPod Touch 32gb

Its gonna be a real busy week for me this week
I've loads of assignments to complete. if i were to count the amount of assignments i have the whole semester, i think i have more than my fingers could count.

Its day 20 of January. i'm rather surprised i havent gone clubbing yet. *applause*

actually havent really got the motivation to go.
And havent been feeling too well anyway.
Besides, i'm starting to develop a fear for alcohol.
Sometimes i cant seem to control my own alcohol limit.
And thats when i really dread it: being wasted.


Anyway...
Question has been popped to me many times:
"got gf? why not?"

well.
Guess i just wanna enjoy myself.
Secondly, i wanna be fair to the girl should i find one now.
Reason being that i may leave for Perth to continue in my pursue for my Majors.
If i were to leave this year, which would most likely be in july or september, i dont want to make the girl im in a relationship to suffer because of my absence. neither do i want to get into a relationship and then break up cause i have to leave.
It would seem unfair to the girl and i'd look desperate and a player.

Well, its true that i want the company and the feel of love...
But its best kept this way.

I'm 23 this year. I plan to get married by 30.
I have 7 years.
7years to find the Ms. Right for me.
7years to become the Mr.Right for that someone.

Thinking back...
I still occasionally miss my ex-gf despite how i am on the surface.
I truly from the bottom of my heart miss her.
I can't say its 100% still... but maybe 15% of my heart still lingers onto her.

But since ive respected her decision...ive to live with it, aye?

I'm slowly making changes in life.
I still make mistakes and fall now and then...
But i'll still persevere to make a better person out of me.
GOD bless me.

On my way home now from school.
Hopefully i'll be able to pass this semester smoothly.

Think im gonna draw up new year resolutions for myself once i'm home.


peace out-

Guess what my Na'vi? He's not here today?
Don't know whether to feel relieved or what.
Haha.

When trust is breached, how much more of the person can you trust?
do doubts remain of that person who betrayed your trust?

If you forgive, how much of the "trust bridge" can be repaired? of course, if enough true effort has been made, such trust can last a lifetime.

Well, i think when trust has been breached(esp when its a major betrayal), i personally think it really hard to piece back together.
An invisible wall will still exist between people who have trust issues... its just a matter of a thin line that the trust is broken again...

Would you put up guard against friends? and react in a way towards another that hurts, offends and betray a person's trust?

TRUST- its a difficult thing to understand and grapple. harder to practice. harder to mend.

Relationships are built on trust and tolerance.
If either factor is breached, would you still consider that person your friend or enemy?
I find it absolutely annoying to find how some friendships are built on such loose ground that it comes loose so easily to a wave that comes ashore and washes out the ground.
I firmly believe that friendships are built through trust tolerance and an occasional hardship.
HOWEVER, it of course takes 2 hands to make it clap.
A 1-sided approach to build friendship, or a half-hearted effort to maintain a friendship isn't worth it.

I hope the friends I have are really true and sincere towards me as I am towards them.

Footnote: I sincerely treasure the friendships i have..so if i have ever offended anyone in any way that i have, I am trully sorry(except for those who are just plain rude).

Have a great day everyone.

just showered!
so refreshing!



this is the view from the top of ubin's highest hill!
facing celestial resort.
this view can only be captured after much scaling up "TREACHEROUS" terrain...
haha.



see this cottage house?
quality not so good cause its taken from my hp.
anyway, this cottage house is really a dream home.
why?


a house facing the ocean.
a patio to bbq and chillax.
if only i took more photos of the house.
its just beautiful.
where is this house?
Pulau Ubin - Chek Jawa.


yup my buddies Caleb and Abbas.
the 3 of us cycled almost the entire Ubin.
this coconut shop is run by this ah pek.
and the wall on the left writes:
"oh Yeh oh Yeh .. Y u so like that! buy some la!"
haha. makes no sense.

ran into OBS groups while cycling.
seems like they're from a girls school.
cause i didn't see any boys.
halfway through the cycle,
we were approached by girls who actually ask us where they are and how to get to OBS.
haha.

hopefully i didn't give them wrong directions.
those poor girls look tired.
carrying weights almost like FBO.
haha.

wow. haven't been to Ubin a long time.
never been to Chek Jawa before.
i'm amazed at how much it has changed.
and how beautiful Chek Jawa is.
it almost feels like paradise..


the island across is Pulau...



TEKONG!!!




stairway to heaven

well. got home right after chek jawa.

and oh! i just found out...
i actually got sunburn from cycling!
ouch.


i can crush a plane!!(any govt authorities who happen to read this.. please don't take it seriously... i am a student majoring in mkt and pr at Murdoch uni... this photo and comment is plainly for the fun of it)

Amongst the midst of the whole SAGA (sound like starwars)...
life still has to carry on..

went to school as usual...
omgwtfbbq.
my lecturer is the same for all my 3 modules!
and omgwtfbbq he is SUCK.
fml.

OH!
I BOUGHT A GUINEA PIG!

Her name is BISCUIT!



Isn't she adorable!?!?!?!

haha...
she totally helped me get off all the unhappy thoughts..
totally ♥ her!
she's the next best best pet to a dog!

anyway...
back to the SAGA...
was on msn and i noticed the "Whats new" thing at the bottom...
guess what i saw?

Gaara: (多少次以为找到了幸福，却发现一开始就是一个错误。。） some one who's the most childish one in church labelling me childish.. we'll see..

Gaara: (多少次以为找到了幸福，却发现一开始就是一个错误。。） Benjamin Chew... the person who has went over my limit of tolerance.. u know what will happen..

Gaara: (多少次以为找到了幸福，却发现一开始就是一个错误。。） it is finished ..

i don't know how i actually reacted when i saw this...
but it did make me laugh out a little.
i'm not being cocky by laughing...
its just funny.

my cousin posted this on her wall:

so damn true

a friendship hanging by a thread isn't a friendship.
by blowing up such small matters to "ruin" such a friendship?
what's that called i wonder?
friends are supposed to tolerate each other.
be patient towards each other.
those are like the simplest and basic understanding that friends should have.

what happened between me and Gaara... classic example.
a sudden outburst towards me for no apparent  reasonable reason.
who lashes out at someone without getting the facts right?

i certainly do not appreciate people lashing out at me without proper reasons.
being unreasonable, rude and CHILDISH about the matter doesn't help at all either.

oh.
i just saw this, thanks to anonymous(keeping my friend's name confidential to protect his/her interest):

i'm certainly looking forward to Sunday.
i'm not prepared for what he's gonna do to me...
but i am prepared to see who would be there for me.

God bless you all.

♥

this year really sucks.
i typed a whole load here and its all gone.
stupid FB messenger.
i typing halfway, someone talk to me on FB messenger...
i happen to be pressing backspace... and
tah-dah! all gone. knntmdccb.

anyway.
as i was saying...
this year sucks.
its only the 12th day of 2010...
and i'm starting to hate it.
it hasn't started well for me at all.

take yesterday for instance...
it was really ridiculous.

yesterday was my pastor's birthday.
since his wife isn't around to celebrate and his kids are to young to celebrate for him...
a friend "A" decided to ask if we would like to celebrate for him.
A sms everybody at around 9am asking(i'm still asleep at that time)..
hours later..
another friend "B" sms asking if we going and he will inform A about it.
so naturally the first sms i see on my phone would be from B...
so i reply B especially since he says he would inform A.

later on FB...
i happen to be complaining my mom ate my only birthday cake of the year.
A commented something and subsequently asks me why i never reply him.
thinking A & B are in "cahoots(i can't think of the other word)"..
i told him i replied b.

9hours later from A's 1st sms...
he sends me this:
"Benny u better don't give me the fucking attitude and ignore my SMS but go reply others instead.. Don't piss me off.."

WTF???
seriously. wtf?
get this.
he didn't attend the birthday dinner.
and if i got it right,
the rest who didn't reply him didn't get the same treatment as i did.
totally killed my mood and my day which wasn't good to begin with...
having to wake up 6am because of a bad tummy ache and LS after sleeping at 4am...
(LS prolly because of mild food poisoning)
plus the fact about how i spent my birthday...
this morning i happen to be looking at my msn...
and i came across A msn...
"Seriously hate people who doesn't know how to reply smses.... or choose to ignore it.."

initially i really wanted to just ignore this whole saga...
but what A wrote on msn...
just forced me to tweet this:

"come on. seriously. do you have to be so childish and hate people for small little matters?
why blow up a small matter such as this? i mean seriously. do we not have our own prerogative? oh well."

do note that when i tweet i did not direct it at anybody.
but i received retorts from him direct to my FB profile..
i deleted those disturbing comments but if i remember correctly,
A says i'm gonna get it on Sunday(cause he's from my church, how ironic)...
and i'm a coward and stuff.

gosh.
coward.
i'm being smart about the whole matter.
and you're the one blowing matters up for goodness sake.
frankly speaking this isn't the 1st time A is being UNREASONABLE, CHILDISH, and PLAIN RIDICULOUS towards me.
call me a coward when you're the first to hide behind your IPHONE sms-ing/commenting on FB me all this shit.
grow up. you're 25 y.o.
how mature can you be...
oh!
he deleted my from his friend list on FB!
what a kid: its like i don't want to friend you already.
lame. grow up asshole.

apparently,
he makes himself very close to B and B's gf.
i'm thinking in my mind...
if B or B's gf don't reply his SMS,
would he make such a big fuss?


i've really had it with him.
acting all mature but being totally IMMATURE.
contradicting himself, what humour.

well.
i'm looking forward to Sunday.
i'm interested to see what he'll do to me...
and what the others will do in response..
maybe through that i can see who's being true to me...
and who are just putting up a show in front of me...


i hate 2010.



 

Celebrated my 23rd over the weekend. 9th to be exact.

8 Jan:
met the 2C gang at Clarke Quay for dinner at Manhattan Fish Market. headed down to Safra GameHaven for Wii session.
played till past midnight. gave me a Man Utd jersey that i wanted. best gift ever. i love my 2C people the most!

busy replying thank you's on FB and sms.

9 Jan:
headed to Zu-er's place at sunset place around 2/3am.
gosh her place is huge.
i'll upload photos and a video of her place soon.
went to her basement for KTV/Pool/MJ.

left around 6/7am.
supposed to have school at 9am.
ended up sleeping at nicholas's place till 12pm.
went home to help my mom prepare for the family gathering dinner at my place.

dinner was a success.
and i didnt expect the adults to give me red packets.
happy =)

10 Jan:
Church as usual in the morning.
Left for 313 Somerset right after to change the jersey size.
rushed back to church after that.
soccer at fico.
nua at nicholas place.
dinner at Crystal Jade Holland V.
Buffet Dinner.
$26/pax.
ate too full.
went home.
had a hearty talk with my mom till 1245am.

knocked out.

TODAY (as of 3pm):

still rather tired.
but somehow feeling a lil selfish and disappointed.
i hope they dont read this.

i know when its my friend's birthday,
i dont really help to plan much.
i always just "chip in" cash for the birthday.
but still, i contribute to the celebration.
this year however,
my birthday... i expected something more.
yet, i got nothing.
not even a present... ok... just a small slice of cake from Breadtalk (which my mom ate it without asking me) and Man Utd Jersey...
maybe i expected too much right?
 

i don't know. just rather disappointed.

"happy" birthday to me..

How was christmas? kinda boring for me. spent the day almost doing nothing much. and since then, ive been at home doing.... nothin again. hah. pity my boring life.

been thinking what i want to get next year... a new digi cam... a console(either xbox360 or ps3)... a holiday...

thats all i can think of now...

School starts 6jan. 2days earlier than i thought it would. ive got classes on tuesday afternoon.. and wednesday morning and afternoon... and maybe because of CNY....ive got a morning class on the day of my birthday. oh well. what a way to start the new year.

Speaking of which... i dont have a plan of what to do on NYE... got a pair of tix to the countdown at sentosa. but havent got anyone to go with yet.
Got someone in mind already. dont know if she would like to accompany me. ill try asking later.

Ok. its a real darn cold night. nuff of blogging at my lobby. time to go home.

Baahhh. boring. gonna watch inglorious bastards ...